Resisting Change

I logged in this evening with the intent of starting up a brand new blog that I guess I hoped would entice me into a new approach and greater commitment to my writing. But after careful thought, I remembered that my intended purpose for my blog was to endure time and personal change, which as so obviously highlighted in the title itself "site under construction" was practically a guarantee that change is inevitable. So the only thing to resist change, will be my blog.

New Years - Again. Almost repetitive.

It seems like we do this ever year. The difference this year is I turned 40. I think the one thing I've realized this year is just how fast the rest of my life is going to go. Good or bad, the reality that this is my life settles on my mind like gum stuck on the bottom of my shoe, crammed deep down in the crevasse always and forever. I have not decided whether I am either happy or the less, just that I now know the secret of what they were trying to tell me when I was still young.

Remember how fun it was to pretend to be something? Freeing your imagination to take you on amazing journeys to magical places that belonged only to you. I went on a hike yesterday by myself and had a faint glimpse of my childhood world as if it never left and was waiting for me to return. Perhaps...